Sunday, February 27, 2011

From Lump Neck to Cavities

Personal updates.



Last week, I just knew that I had lump in my neck and it's so painful. I was worried and told my parents. they said maybe because my muscle was too tense. I had so much problem, stay awake every night, stress, and bla bla bla. 

Well, I didn't believe them. 

Then, I googled it, and found some scary problem that seem exactly same like me. There's two big possibility that explained about this lump. cancer and tuberculosis. *heart beat*


So, Yesterday my mum and I went to see a doctor to check this stupid lump. And, thanks God. The Doctor said that this lump is just an effect from my cavities problem. there's nothing serious about it. But sadly, now I must stop ignoring this teeth and start to setting up an appointment with a dentist. I feel like a 6-year-old kid having her first visit to a dentist. Ugh. I hate dentist. 

Black & White

Today I had so much fun mitch and match this top with different style .

Friday, February 25, 2011

Good things in Vain


Q  : are there any good things in vain?
L  : Yes. there are.
Q  : U must be joking.
     tell me what it is?
L  : A good things which is done by/with a bad things.

Help Me! I want these

I'm Jealous?

Random post.


FYI aka for your information, I'm not a believers. I mean, I'm not Justin Bieber fans. But I don't know why......... i'm so so jealous seeing this picture below. I just like.... "NO NO NO, KATY.... JUSTIN IS MINE!" grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.................

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Fashion Face off #1

You may surprise, shock, weird, laugh, or whatsoever.



Red Brick BowBow

I found this and I found that, then I did this and I did that.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

it's Hard to say Goodbye

RIP me vs my EX

Finally, RIP Me vs my dearest ex

I'll definitely miss you...........

fun butterfly

Fashion = art.

Monday, February 21, 2011


I'm falling in love with myself.

My day today

I just got bored with my day.

I'm so bored and somehow became confused.........

Am I weird?
Does anyone here have a same problem like me? bored.... then.... confused ??



Arggghhhhh.... No one answer me....



Playing with Mum and Brother stuff


I had so much fun playing with mum and my bro stuff. And as I said before, price is not everything. We can be fashionable, stylish, and chic, without spending much money buying branded clothes.

(unbranded mum clothes, my bro shoes, blazer from heritage factory outlet)

Cool Stuff

I just browsing here and there, and found these cool stuff.

(HNDSM--braided belt from surface to air--magpie&rye pyramid) 

(N2-Les Nereides-paris)


I Give five STAR for this awesome great looking glasses. Super LOVE it.

(retro super future introduces the W)

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Quote #3

Life is too short to be organized




Feel like winter here.... brrrr.......

below is my Wish List.

(gloves topshop. Diamante Molly Bag by Pauls Boutique, NAOMI Black Lace Up Ankle Boots, White Top Bar Small Round Sunglasses By Unique)

And this is so freaking COOL!


F: Pink again??
M: please, don't get bored. Pink is my fave color.


Btw, This is my new bag that just arrived this noon. I bought it from my friend's boutique , D&W. It's not pink OK. it's purple. Like it?

Saturday, February 19, 2011


I'm bawling my eyes out right now. So hard to avoid, forget, and pretend that those seven years with him was never happen.

A Piles of Green Tomatoes

price doesn't mean anything. the clothes I wear above is so cheap.
tops:orange, shoes: Nadiva, skirt: cimall.. lol


A beautiful day always come to me everyday... (o_o)

i'm bullshitting btw. The day are always same for me, everyday.
There're two reason for this.
1. I've been spending much much much time at home.
2. I just broke up with my bf and feel lost. I've been so lazy to go out somewhere or meet friends. I never replay any text on my phone. never update status on twitter or facebook. And I try to avoid everything related to him. I blocked myself from the outside world. *smirk*


I've been totally spending my time at home all day long and amuse myself with clothes, make up, laptop, blog, and.... EAT. Food always make me feel better. And stay at home always make me hungry and want to eat total crap. I'd murder a fried egg if there's an egg at home. BUT sadly, I got nothing but noodle. T_T


There's no such things like a bad food, but food that cooked so badly. But no food is extremely more bad than a worst untasty food.


I don't know what the hell was my mum damn problem. She didn't cook anything for about two days. But as usually, no one at home ask or complaining her. Everyone goes with silent. they (including me) had been cooked boiled noodles as a dishes for our mealtimes; breakfast, lunch, dinner, and as a midnight dishes. *cry*


I think everyone at home didn't felt so bad as me. I, who always starving and craving snack, chocolate, ice cream, i mean anything.... has been really suffered with this 'mum confusing attitude'. Before we broke up, I usually ask my 'ex' to bought me a lot kind of food, snack, ice cream, etc... for a whole week supply. but, now? arrrghh... I'm so desprated.

Because my damn tummy kept rumbled all the time... every hours, minutes, and seconds (I didn't know how many times I patted it), So, yesterday I went to the kitchen, randomly open lander, dining table, n refrigerator a couple of times, then... I found something. Well, something like fresh food , green, round, and it looks so dazzling to catch my eye..

believe it or not

It was..... 

a piles of green tomatoes.


I eat it




I swear. It was absurd for me.


Btw, this high heeled wedges is so cool. I want it.

And I really tempted to bleaching my hair like this.

Friday, February 18, 2011

Thursday, February 17, 2011


Today I spelled my own name wrong on something quite important. Not just that, I also bring plate when I was going to drink. That's what happens when you get less than 5 hours sleep in three days. So, I'm gonna replenish all the lost sleep tonight.

Note for myself : No more caffeine. It's killing me!

Quote #2

Fashion was my refuge. I could crawl into the space between the notes and curl my back to loneliness.


I'm finally gonna let you go cause I know there's a better way and I wanna know what's over that rainbow I'm gonna get out of here someday.

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Closet Time!

Despite the overall shitty tone to my day, I will say "I LOVE MY CLOSET TIME!".

Today when I was tidying up my messy closet, I figure out I have soooo many clothes I didn't wear, or... most of them are rarely used because of 'body shape and size changes' factor. hahaha... but anyway, after full struggling to starving my self to death, finally my normal weight back again. And hey! I can wear these clothes again.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Quote #1

There's strong shadow where there is much light. -Johann wolfgang-

broke up

Today I broke up with my 7 years boyfie. I don't know what to feel, but I guess it best that I fix things in my life first before involving someone to be in it. O gosh, I feel like I'm going to cry now.